DO NOT GET MARRIED!!!!

Marriage sucks and anyone who gets married after this warning is compeltely on their own. Sure it is nice to wake up with someone beside you everyday, but it is also nice to be able to do what you want when you want to do it and not have consequences!!! Remain at the level of not living together or live with a room mate of the same sex that you are great friends with and can be away from each other as needed... Just do not get married. Obviously, the husband nad I are having a bad day, which doesn't occurr that often, but at least I get over it sooner than later... But right now, I am fucking pissed off and need a drink!
posted by Charolette at 4:23 PM

Ok, I am mad. Sort of, but not really...

I finally got into a position where I am going to have the ability to work with normal people with a good work ethic and strong professional skills... However, they are all leaving. Whats up with that? YOu know who you are ladies and of course the brat. I am going to be destined to a professional workplace full of twits and idiots and the fuck ups. This is not what I wanted out of my professional life, but I will deal with it as best as I can. I will be under the F/OM and I am looking forward to that, at least I don't smoke so I won't have to deal with that whole fiasco. I do however fail to punch in everyday, I am sure that will be an issue before long... That is if I let it become one...***Note to self: In order to aviooid unsolicited conflict, punch in everyday*** **Additional note to self: When idiots ask stupid questions, keep comments to self until they have left the general vicinity*** I think those two notes will make my job easier. Although wihtout the brat to share his wisdom with me, I worry. F/OM seems a little too busy to bother himself with me even though he is my direct supervisor. Brat has been my primary trainer and I am grateful for what he has taught me. He has dealt with my idiotic questions quite well and properly redirected me today when I said "fuck" in front of one of the Bible bangers in teh area. A tleast he was looking out for me. I do feel bad, he asked me if it was proper to wear whitte shoes before Memorial Day and I replied with I will what what the fuck I want to whenver I fucking want to wear it... This is a somewhat public apology to him for snapping over nothing. I was just really worked up because F/OM told me my raise will not take effect until next week... Anyhtign to save a buck. Jerks!!! Ok, enough of my petty bitching.

Be well each of you.

posted by Charolette at 7:56 PM

This is for Monkey Boy...

Even though there may be a moment you feel as thought you are useless and worth little, there are many more moments that you are contributing to the life another person. Over many ghetto lunch specials I have been brought briefly into your world. So much so that I ask the lab rat about you on ocassion even though you and I have never shared words until now. I look at the genuine concern on Lab Rat's face as she worries about you and seeks out ways to help you work through your pain. She has been impacted by you in such a positive way which led to you having a positive impact upon me. In this process you have also come to have an impact on Cavalier. Each of us has a fond thought regarding you without even knowing you. I do not think it is fair for you to say that you have not had success with others, it is only fair to recognize that you have had an impact on people you have never met beyond the pixels of the computer. So, please proceed through life with caution and realize that every smile you share and every laugh you make be heard is letting people know you are a wonderful person who has so much internal energy and excitement. You must be bale to share these wonderful characteristics with others and let you care for yourself as much as others have come to care for you! The most importnat step in loving others and finding peace with others is to find it within yourself and that is the one true challenge that no one can help you with. Of course it is easy to write some words and expect you to go on with everyday from here on without doubt, but please realize there are people who care and want so much for you to be in their lives!

My thoughts are with you and I look forward to hearing more and more about you!
posted by Charolette at 8:04 PM

I have an announcement: I actually have some exciting plans! My favorite musician, Jewel, is coming to Pittsburgh June 29, 2002 at 7:30pm at IC Light Ampitheatre and I am going! That is the end of the excitment in my life at this time. I saw her when I was 8 months pregnant and I loved it. While many others do not care for Jewel's music, poetry and movie... I love them. I am not some obsessed fan, but I prefer her over any other music. A few of my very dear friends from home are coming to join me as well for the concert! The only sad thing about the concert is the next day is the tentative move date for Lab Rat and Cavalier. But we must all move on to bigger and better things!
posted by Charolette at 5:42 PM

I want to make rules for work:

1. No church at work, EVER!
2. Do what you want whenever you want- as long as your work is done!
3. Fuck up employees must wear a sign around their neck stating the obvious.
4. Doc needs to get laid more so she will leave everyone else alone.
5. If you plan on singing at work- get the fuck out!
6. Keep your gospel and Bible banger music to yourself!
7. If you are related to someone who works at the agency you must actually earn your position and your salary.
8. If you work 7 hours hours- don't try to say you worked 8- I will catch it!!!

I think that covers the rules of the day. Disclaimer: Further rules may be added as needed to cover stress and attitude as displayed by the employees of the agency.
posted by Charolette at 5:38 PM

I am attempting to learn thanks to my friend BT. There is so much knowledge out there if I choose to pursue it. I admit I know nothing to little about computers. Thankfully, BT has taken a great amount of patience to teach me a few things here and there. The first lesson I learned, don't blog at work about work on someone else's computer--- it doesn't go away when I do. That is all I need for my employer to learn what I really htink about the place.

I did add a new favorite blog today. A very nice co-worker who has great thoughts and is a great person who I will unfortunately not have to opportunity to get to know for a lengthy period of time as she is moving away. But that is ok, PD and BT will take great care of each other in DC!!! I wish them both the best in everyhting there! I will be left at work and in Pittsburgh to continue my somewhat boring and uneventful life. Quite alright though! I will manage, I hope.
posted by Charolette at 9:55 AM